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| Whaaaa? Image by L Carilo, May 2015 |
Showing posts with label middle age. Show all posts
Showing posts with label middle age. Show all posts
Tuesday, May 12, 2015
Stuck? Stuck. Stuck!
Well, this is an unwelcome turn of events... I don't know where I'm going here. I wonder what this photograph was supposed to show. I don't know.
Tuesday, May 5, 2015
All Day Long
Life as I know it: Some days one must take the time to allow moments to pass.
Waiting...
Waiting...
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| The Face of Bipolar Disorder and more Image by L Carilo May 2015 |
Sunday, March 1, 2015
Saturday, February 28, 2015
February... Made.
February was good, yes?
I think this month's BlogHer NaBloPoMo theme prompts have been my favorite so far. MAKE opened up my head to so many possibilities; limitations reminded me to try to MAKE the best of things, because there are times when I must quietly relinquish control and peacefully accept that most days I can only do so much. Chronic illness can be an enormous pain, both literally and figuratively. Throw in lengthy bouts of weakness, and that sums up my February.
On the flip side, February 2015 has been a month of discovery. In attempt to "make" stuff, I've discovered that I still am able to develop untapped skills, and as a result, have a new favorite pastime. I hope visitors to my blog have enjoyed my early works of digital illustrations.
Follow My March Story, it shall continue on the same vein where February ends... discovery.
A request: Please, keep this BlogHer blogger/YouTube vlogger and her family in your thoughts. I welcome your support and encouragement as we search for a place to live. We must vacate this rental by March 29. Our budget is tight; finances strained. Rents are very high, and homes very old in this area. So, if you can imagine a place where a family of three, and two dogs can live a safe, comfortable and quiet life without the threat of homelessness, again, looming overhead; a place where we can also accommodate our college age children while they are on summer break from school; a place that has been well kept and cared for, where we have access to safe-to-drink tap water, has adequate storage, and proper windows for opening to enjoy pleasant weather when desert temperatures are comfortable to tolerable, and ample grassy area for our dogs. This shall be greatly appreciated. Thank you.
May Abundance and Good Fortune be awaiting us in the very near future, and serenity fill and soothe our weary souls.
March 2015... welcome.
I think this month's BlogHer NaBloPoMo theme prompts have been my favorite so far. MAKE opened up my head to so many possibilities; limitations reminded me to try to MAKE the best of things, because there are times when I must quietly relinquish control and peacefully accept that most days I can only do so much. Chronic illness can be an enormous pain, both literally and figuratively. Throw in lengthy bouts of weakness, and that sums up my February.
On the flip side, February 2015 has been a month of discovery. In attempt to "make" stuff, I've discovered that I still am able to develop untapped skills, and as a result, have a new favorite pastime. I hope visitors to my blog have enjoyed my early works of digital illustrations.
Follow My March Story, it shall continue on the same vein where February ends... discovery.
A request: Please, keep this BlogHer blogger/YouTube vlogger and her family in your thoughts. I welcome your support and encouragement as we search for a place to live. We must vacate this rental by March 29. Our budget is tight; finances strained. Rents are very high, and homes very old in this area. So, if you can imagine a place where a family of three, and two dogs can live a safe, comfortable and quiet life without the threat of homelessness, again, looming overhead; a place where we can also accommodate our college age children while they are on summer break from school; a place that has been well kept and cared for, where we have access to safe-to-drink tap water, has adequate storage, and proper windows for opening to enjoy pleasant weather when desert temperatures are comfortable to tolerable, and ample grassy area for our dogs. This shall be greatly appreciated. Thank you.
May Abundance and Good Fortune be awaiting us in the very near future, and serenity fill and soothe our weary souls.
March 2015... welcome.
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| Grateful for the roof over our heads which was provided in effort to relieve homelessness endured by my family from Oct 2012 through Feb 2013.
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Friday, February 20, 2015
Five On Friday a la February... A Vlog
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Thursday, February 19, 2015
You Just Never Know...
I'm finding that just as I began to question if I'd ever discover something new about my self, BlogHer theme for February prompted us to Make something. I had loads of ideas come to mind too. And, although I've had to take things easy, and give my body recovery time, I'm doing my best to post as often as possible. My choice of what to make came as a complete accident, not to mention, a welcome surprise. I was trying to figure out Windows 7 Paint software program which came factory installed on my old, little laptop computer... I don't even remember why, but lo and behold, a brand new favorite past time fell into place at the perfect right time. And trust me, this little hobby is super time consuming - for me anyway. But it's also so much fun... I think I mentioned that on yesterday's post.
I was not prepared to edit, upload and publish a YouTube This Is Fifty With Lil channel ~ Thoughts On Thursday vlog to include in today's blog post. I did recorded it, but by the time I sat down to work tonight, I realized that there would not be enough time to publish it before midnight; I preferred to make the best of my time illustrating a couple of panels. I will try my best to have a vlog post for Five On Friday tomorrow because I'm having just as much fun creating and producing videos.
Here are a few illustrations that I created or modified today. I hope somebody likes them.
Sometimes, pitching in to help mom out with stuff other than managing her meds and doing her meal planning and shopping takes it's toll on me. I don't want to say she's "difficult," she's just a very old woman with her own agenda who has no other choice than have to rely on my sister, her aide, and I to manage things she is not able to do on her own. She can be a doozy... in other words, high maintenance. But I know she appreciates our help. I need to create an illustration of mom... shouldn't be too difficult, I look just like her.
I was not prepared to edit, upload and publish a YouTube This Is Fifty With Lil channel ~ Thoughts On Thursday vlog to include in today's blog post. I did recorded it, but by the time I sat down to work tonight, I realized that there would not be enough time to publish it before midnight; I preferred to make the best of my time illustrating a couple of panels. I will try my best to have a vlog post for Five On Friday tomorrow because I'm having just as much fun creating and producing videos.
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Illustrated by Lillian Carilo, February 2015
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Here are a few illustrations that I created or modified today. I hope somebody likes them.
I can't believe it is already February 19! It's going by so quickly. Last couple of weeks were tough because I actually went out to a social event one evening, took mom to a specialist on Saturday afternoon, drove more than usual (which in turn, caused an excess amount of stress and anxiety). And, my son and I have been watching as many Oscar nominated films as possible before the Academy Awards show next Sunday. It does seems like things are getting back to normal again though. But I'll just have to see how it goes.
My husband and I went to a company gathering and catered taco cookout. It was nice meet a few of his co-workers and have nice chats with anyone who joined us at our table. I had a very nice time, but social situations often overstimulate my brain, and I need a few days to recover.
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Illustrated by Lillian Carilo, February 2015
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My husband and I went to a company gathering and catered taco cookout. It was nice meet a few of his co-workers and have nice chats with anyone who joined us at our table. I had a very nice time, but social situations often overstimulate my brain, and I need a few days to recover.
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Illustrated by Lillian Carilo, February 2015
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Illustrated by Lillian Carilo, February 2015
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So, you just never know, until you try, that there are things out there still to explore. I'm glad I discovered how much joy digital illustrating brings to my days.
Wednesday, February 18, 2015
Because I'm Happy....
You know the song, right? Kinda sticks in your head, doesn't it? I love it... because, well, it makes me happy. Simple. You know what else makes me happy? Naps. Chatty children. Cake. Puppy snuggles. A chance at winning an automobile contest. A second nap. An enchanting movie experience - finally saw Theory of Everything; absolutely loved it! Delicious meals... which I regret to inform went missing today.
Also, singing at the top of my lungs while driving makes me very happy. I plan to do a lot during the next few weeks. I've decided to participate in abstinence during the season of lent. I'll be making a concerted effort to keep my cool during wait times in the high school student parking lot area and refrain from cursing which results from my annoyance, frustration, and lack of patience with inconsiderate, discourteous drivers. Day one down; 39 more to go.
Oh, and how could I forget... digital art! I love illustrating "a day in my life" strips. I'm having so much fun!
And, let's not forget the fact that I may still win a Volvo XC60!! My vehicle's not sounding to great at the moment, so when I saw a televised ad on CNN earlier today, my heart skipped a beat.
Enjoy today's clips...
Also, singing at the top of my lungs while driving makes me very happy. I plan to do a lot during the next few weeks. I've decided to participate in abstinence during the season of lent. I'll be making a concerted effort to keep my cool during wait times in the high school student parking lot area and refrain from cursing which results from my annoyance, frustration, and lack of patience with inconsiderate, discourteous drivers. Day one down; 39 more to go.
Oh, and how could I forget... digital art! I love illustrating "a day in my life" strips. I'm having so much fun!
And, let's not forget the fact that I may still win a Volvo XC60!! My vehicle's not sounding to great at the moment, so when I saw a televised ad on CNN earlier today, my heart skipped a beat.
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Illustrated by Lillian Carilo, February 2015
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Illustrated by Lillian Carilo, February 2015
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Illustrated by Lillian Carilo, February 2015
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| Drive, drive, drive, drive... la, la, la, la, la, la, la... drive, drive, drive. |
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| Wednesday In The Kitchen With Lil CAKE!
Illustrated by Lillian Carilo, February 2015
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Sunday, February 1, 2015
Friday, January 23, 2015
Did You Get It? Did You Get It!
My last post was about dishwasher dreams. It's been a long time since I last used some of my favorite appliances. They're my favorite, because just imagine... What would we do without clothes washer and dryer sets and dishwashers? (Implored the lady with dry, chapped hands.)
Anyway, that's why I miss my appliances. The dishwasher, well, it had to stay in the house we vacated. Mr & Ms Bosch (washer & dryer) are in storage back home... I mean, Colorado. I have been in the habit of wishing things were different, or better.
Just as I typed that last sentence, I realized that I still have a load or two of dishes to wash. So, I better make this quick.
Two years have passed since relocating back to Southern California, and I'm still waiting for the reality to set in that here is where we are... for good, maybe.
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| Meet Mr & Ms Bosch. I miss them. |
I'm the queen of wishful thinking. This is surprising too, because, what I like to say to my kids, or anyone else, really, is to remember, "What you think about, you bring about." My first grade teacher liked to say (still does, I'm sure), "What you believe, you can achieve." I've always liked these expressions, or affirmations as some would say. I've also had several instances when keeping these beliefs in mind... thinking about something, and achieving desired outcome... has actually happened.
An example: Several years ago, I saw a vehicle in televised and print ads. I went online and checked out specs and features. I liked what I read about it and felt it could be a good fit for my family, and comfortable for short little me to drive. So, I printed out a picture of the exact model I wanted. I made the same image the screensaver on my computer, and every day I imagined it in my garage. Six months later, it was. It's parked right outside now. Cool, right?
I'm a firm believer that the Universe will provide. If something exists, it is available to receive or achieve... if you believe.
At the moment, I believe the dishes are still waiting for me in the sink. I'd like to see an empty sink in the morning, so I better get my butt achieving desired results.
Good night and thoughtful wishes.
Lil
An example: Several years ago, I saw a vehicle in televised and print ads. I went online and checked out specs and features. I liked what I read about it and felt it could be a good fit for my family, and comfortable for short little me to drive. So, I printed out a picture of the exact model I wanted. I made the same image the screensaver on my computer, and every day I imagined it in my garage. Six months later, it was. It's parked right outside now. Cool, right?
I'm a firm believer that the Universe will provide. If something exists, it is available to receive or achieve... if you believe.
At the moment, I believe the dishes are still waiting for me in the sink. I'd like to see an empty sink in the morning, so I better get my butt achieving desired results.
Good night and thoughtful wishes.
Lil
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