Seriously, this cookie cannot crumble... not this time. But to be completely honest, every bone in my body is doing what it can to keep me from collapsing. My meds are keeping my brain in check, thank goodness. However, spirit suffers. Part of it is the uncertainty; another part is, lack. Recovery has been slow, and unexpected expenses keeps us living paycheck to paycheck. One sure thing this time though, is that The Hubs has been at his job for over two years.
Making the best of it, means keeping my chin up, saving emotional lows for when I'm alone in the car, but most importantly, acknowledging things going right for us, and expressing appreciation for teamwork within our little family.
Today could have been more productive, but well, it's me.
Highlights: Did all the stuff I was asking others to help out with. I don't seem to have much of a voice around here. Or, maybe, they think I like the sound of my own nagging voice. Anyway, somehow my demands were eventually heard; teens room got cleaned, husband agreed to trim my hair, then took care of storing Christmas tree decorations, as well as clear out the residual mess that was left after it appeared he was done with that task. I did my part; all I ask that others do same.
Anyway, happy my hair is now a manageable length, fridge is restocked to get us through the weekend, and that there was time in the day to drive over to my sister's to help her with some computer issues. Now, it's time for me to read a couple of book chapters then hit the sack.
